Happiness.

I've been really happy for the past few days. I had a great weekend which started last Thursday. Who knows that a simple drink can end with an unexpected twist?

I'm just elated. :)

End of fun.

Ladies and gentlemen,

It's time to go back to work. Weekend's over.

Boooooo!!

Here's to long weekend...

Spent most of my time at home over the long weekend and did nothing particularly very interesting.

So with the companion of my brothers, we watched movie after movie, laughing and mocking the scenes, lines & characters. Had burgers(thanks to Harold & Kumar who won't stop yakking about burgers, we started to crave for it too.), mac & cheese, mushroom and tomato pasta, onion rings and potato wedges. Basically pigging ourselves with carbs which somehow doesn't seem to be enough. Well, stocking up is in need and will be doing that today after my appointment. One of my best sibling times ever!

Dedicated to my BFF

That's Raf and I. She's my one and only BFF whom I miss too much. Countless times I almost called her to go for coffee or a movie. Kept forgetting she's away in Down Under. I love her to death. She's one of the very few people I trust so much. Known each other since we were in primary school.

Hey BFF! Remember the night this photo was taken? We met the two French guys - Bastien and Fabrice? Haha... Good times. Look how far we've been, buddy! See you in Oz soon baby!!

New. Just new.

Today I feel like a newborn.

Remember this date. The official date.

A new beginning.

Looks like a good start. Time to make it great.

:)

Let's change.

Sadness

So Raf finally left for Oz about 2 hours ago. I was pretty upset as she is my only best friend. The one I trust a lot and who knows me more than I know myself. I cried in the day after lunch but by the time I'm in the airport, I didn't shed a tear except for the watery eyes. She cried which I can understand with the overwhelmness from friends and family. Love ya darls. Take care, ok?

Dave was being sweet by emailing me a quote about goodbyes. I love him for that. Appreciate it very much. Goodbye seems to be the hardest word, darls. It's something that I don't want to get use to it.

Mr Tim is trying to make me stop drinking alcohol so much. My drinking habits are not as bad as those alcoholics and I'm not one of them.

Gonna go to bed now.

lost in transition

omg. what's this? i don't believe this.

i can't be myself in this superficial world.
do i have to be one of them?
is this the case of "if you can't beat them, join them"?
do i have to blend in?

what if i don't want to?
why can't i just be me?

what a vicious world we're living in
stabbing one another at the back.
what is the main purpose of doing that?

is status quo really that important to you?
afterall, we are all human.
where's the equality?


argh! why can't people leave me alone and let me be myself?!


to whoever that have a huge ego and being arrogant that you have to look down on others and expect respect,
with one finger, i say "f**k that"!

Major Change

It's already been decided. I'm gonna go thru a change in this coming mid-month.

What is it?

It's a surprise. A few of my friends might already know. But the rest will find out soon enough.

Am I excited?
Am I nervous?

Yes and yes.

But don't worry... I'll try to stay the same somehow.

I'm ready

I've been thinking.

I'm ready. Ready to take the next step.

Let HIM go and move on. It's for the best though there's no doubt HE will have a place in my heart. I gotta move on as this is futile for what we had.

"See you one day soon."

Destiny...