Sunday, January 21, 2007

Disappointments & Insanity

In attempt to start back on my writing, I bought a new notebook. Hell, I only managed to get a few lines out of myself. I couldn't get any inspirations. I've lost my muse 2 years ago and that's when I stop writing.

Poor Ms Sa'adon. She'll be very disappointed if she learns about this. But don't say anything about it, pls pls i'm begging you, coz I'm already disappointed at myself over it.

Oh screw it.
Why bother screwing myself over it?
It'll come back eventually.
I just need to sort out my head.

Back on wine drinking at any time of the day. Naming my notebook which only made me to realise that insanity is settling in just fine in me.

Too much to drink in the morning?
No I don't think so.
Maybe it's the stress over work.
Maybe just maybe.
Maybe it's just me.
Oh.

Called HIM last night and it felt so good. Talk mostly on music and our past schools. Told HIM about how much Julian Casablancas reminds me so much of HIM in look-wise and hair. Typically HE found it amusing and crazy but nevertheless it made HIS day. Foolishly, smiling in my sleep.

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